Mary Rollins
USA
Wife, mother, daughter, sister, friend, and. . . sometimes poet
Non-degrees in:  experience, wonder, and imagination.


Alive or Dying
They'll call your name
that's how you'll know

but I'm already dead
you tell me

no, you're not, I can still see you
and I am alive

Just how do you know
you ask

This grace of emptiness
and fullness taking turns
is how I know I say

is sunlight divine then
yes, I say,
and moonlight
I don't know

people want me
to be sure
I can never please them

when you see this divided
contrast
of what you want
and what you are
you'll know for sure
you're alive

do you notice
this scintillating scattering

of sweetness
and contempt

you're wearing a black T-shirt
and jeans

I have on the most pretentious
dress
all satin and lace
pu-le-ease!!!

Even I can see it
but it doesn't change me!

I'm saying it now
how much I love it
because
dying
doesn't change me
won't change you
won't matter at all.
 
Location of the Joyful Mystery

Where the shadow
is following movement

where the wave 
touches the sand

holding the other
and 
connecting
for a moment

retreating

that place that changes
again and again
according to
need and direction

the undulating dance



where complexity is 
made simple

through a most direct stream
of thought caresses
an unrevealed dream

gives itself 
over and over
again

and is playing around
and is
not about to get caught
but present
most willingly.
 
Men and Women

I am 
accepting this
as 
the yin
and yang
of God


The suit and tie
is that like 
hair 
and 
makeup to
a woman

and what
again
is this 
attraction

beyond
the basic
baby-making
agenda

I find you to be
the most
interesting person
I've ever met
and so
I'm saying
I love you

you love me too
and 
it may be
for the same reasons

this eternal mystery .

I am accepting this
as the order of things
and
I am not ruling out
other orders.

Recognizing love
as spirit
and not
politics.

This man
he walked by
and I can tell you that
I will not soon forget him

who he is
I can only imagine
and you are
what I know.

 

Copyright, Mary Rollins.
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