William Archila Page 3 Guayaberas In my boyhood, all the men wore them, a light body shirt with pleats running down the breast, two top pockets for pens, notepads, two bottom ones for keys or loose change, each sewn with a button in the middle of the pouch, a complement tailored to the slit at the side of the hip. If you look at photographs in family albums, men stand against palm trees, their short-sleeved guayaberas caught in sunlight, their Panama hats tipped to the sky. There’s a black and white of my father, stumbling along fields of cane, head full of rum, mouth in an o, probably singing a bolero of Old San Juan. On days like these, the sun burned like an onion in oil. Women hung guayaberas on windows to dry. Shirtless, men picked up their barefoot babies off the floor, held them against their bellies as if talking to a god. Even my school uniform was a blue guayabera, but nothing like my father’s favorite: white, long-sleeved, above the left breast a tiny pocket, perfectly slender for a cigar, arabesque designs vertically stretched. When the evening breeze lulled from tree to tree, he serenaded my mother, guitars and tongues of rum below her balcony; the trio strumming, plucking till one in the morning. I don’t know what came first, war or years of exile, but everyone — shakers of maracas, cutters of cane, rollers of tobacco — stopped wearing them, hung them back in the closet, waiting for their children to grow, an arc of parrots to fly across the sky at five in the evening. In another country, fathers in their silver hair sit on their porches, their sons, now men, hold babies in the air, guayaberas nicely pressed. published in Hanging Loose Bury This Pig Behind the cornfield, we scaled the mountainside looking for a foothold among the crags, rooting out weeds, trampling on trash, the trek as if it were a holy crusade: bodies armored, mounted on horses, banners fluttering in the air. Then one morning, we stumbled upon the thing, dead, cramped in a ditch, covered in ants, trotters grimy, a purple snout of flies and not a dollop of blood, but a thick piece of hide, cradling about fifty pounds of hog. Someone said, “Kush! Kush!” as if to awaken the thing. I thought about the carcass, blood-slick, staggering into the room, grumbling and drowning as if deep in the mud, eyes buckled in fear, bones breaking down to the ground, open to the chop and tear of human hands: pork and lard, forefeet, fatback cut into slabs, an organ fattened and butchered. It continued for weeks, a few of us meeting in the afternoons just to look at the steaming belly, maggots stealing the gray of the brain, each time, one more barefoot boy probing the eye socket with a stick. Some of us came back armed with picks and bars, shovels dusty in our hands, until the ground groaned with war. The sky fell and cracked the earth. How was I to know they would be hooked, hacked, snouts smashed on the wall, their bodies corkscrews on the floor? How was I to know I would bury this pig, rock after rock? published in AGNI
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